Deja Vu

I don't want to cry tonight 

But I fear I have no choice

My fearful mind is filled with fright 

I've long since lost my voice 

I cried last night, for many hours

I lay there shedding tears 

My body stripped of all its power 

My mind drowning in fears 

I don't want to, but today

I'll soon be wracked with sobs

My will to live long torn away 

My skull so cursed to throb 

I'll gaze upon my bedside table

At my gun, so cold 

And I know that if I'm able

And I'm feeling bold

I'll take it in my hands again

And place it in my mouth

The bullets though, I'll recall then

I've long since taken out.


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